May 10, 2013 23:43:11 GMT
DEIMOS SAMAEL SALVADORE
HEY THERE! my name is admin lily/clips and i'm nineteen years old.
i'm a wiminz and i've been roleplaying for many years. i was referred here by uh no
but enough about me, here's my character. =]
nicknames: deimos isn't usually one to allow nicknames, especially those of the idiotic kind, although he doesn't mind dei too much; just don't abuse it.
age: born wednesday 8th november, currently nineteen.
religion: he's very much atheist, and believes when death finds us that is the end of it.
sexuality: is bisexual as of a few years ago where a bout of natural curiosity led him to take an interest in males as well as females. he's never fussed too much, he'll have anything as long as it's to standard.
marital status: taken for now, though his idea on being 'taken' is rather diverse and he does tend to flirt a little and go off the track. bad boy.
occupation: deimos is still current a student, taking classes in chemistry, biology, mechanics, physics and sport - the brainbox that he is.
playby: why justin gaston of course - look at that beautiful pouty face.
hometown: born and raised hickstead boy, lucky him.
parents: nickolas aleron salvador || deceased
tahira saffi Spencer (later Salvador) || deceased
siblings: braeden slade salvador || eighteen years || student || half brother
corbin artemis salvador || eighteen years || student || half brother
amaia delano salvador-collins || sixteen years || student || half sister
brief history:
if you knew deimos' past, it's easy to see how he became who he is. he never really stood a chance at life, not really. his mother died giving birth to him, and his family always blamed him. his brothers never said it, but his father did - a lot. deimos was considered the trouble-marker of the family from the word go and it wasn't long before he was beginning to live up to that expectation - which of course, in the end only made things ten times worse.
the first moment deimos realised how bad life was going to be for him, was the first time his father hit him. he was four years old, and he was already growing to think of his father as a bad guy; someone to run from, to hide from rather than run to. but one day, deimos was let loose with a crayon, and unknown to him that what he was doing was bad, he ran the crayon along the length of one of the walls in his room, giggling and having fun for the first time in a long time. until his father came in. as soon as he saw the mess deimos had made, he shouted at him words that deimos can never forget and backhanded him across the wall. "terror .. angel of death .. those are you're names and you act them. you are no salvador .. you are no savior. "
after that it was like a floodgate. every little thing deimos did wrong, even something as tiny as spilling milk he paid for it in blood and beatings. most kids would grow up subdued, and he did in a way. at first he became the definition of invisible. he kept out of everyone's way, learning the true meaning of family - that it was an illusion, a lie. there was no family. his father bullied him, his brothers watched. they didn't join in, but they didn't help either. none of them where truly salvador's ... none of them where saviours.
but the more subdued deimos became, the worse his father got, until one day, the kid snapped and hit his father back. instead of getting worse from his dad, his dad applauded him. apparently that was what he wanted now, he wanted deimos to grow up bloodthirsty and cold and heartless. and he did. he could never quite please his father, but he tried his damned hardest to be the best he could for his dad. nothing was ever enough though, and bitterness accompanied deimos like a companion. his only true companion. he grew up not knowing the true meaning of family, never knowing love or real friendship. things where used and abused for convenience.
when he was into his teens he fast discovered alcohol, cigarettes, drugs and sex and that was it. he seduced women into sleeping with him then tossed them aside, using them, moving on, he got into fights with guys, boyfriends and exes and drunken idiots and friends and enemies...people he just wanted to pound on. he smoked whatever he wanted, he tried most of the drugs on the market before deciding he couldn't be bothered to waste his money on the high anymore and he left some of the party scene behind in favour of education. he was smart without even trying and did well, making it through to university with no problem and packing his bags the second he could. he left his family in the gutter, never looking back. when he was seventeen, his brother braeden contacted him to let him know their father had died of an overdose. deimos never even went to the funeral.
he calmed a little in uni, less of the booze, drugs and rock n' roll, wanting to at least graduate with decent grades, and he found himself a small group of friends he opened up to enough just for them to accept him, whilst still giving very little away. he didn't trust, he didn't talk much, he barely even liked the people he hung out with, but it was better than completely nothing. he had a few relationships but mostly he was such a bad flirt and cheated so easily girls didn't want relationships with him. he found out through curiosity that he enjoyed the company of guys as much as girls upon experimenting with a gay guy at the uni when they were seventeen and ever since he's had his fair share of both genders. he's not bothered to contact his family since and he has no idea with what he wants to do later in life but for now he's found steady ground and he's getting there.
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[x] sleeping in - above all, deimos is not one for waking up before he has to, let alone getting up before midday. he's a guy who likes his sleep, and whatever time he crashes to go to sleep, he will not wake up until it's well into his afternoon time.
[x] girls and guys - deimos has always been a bit of a player, and despite the many time's he's gotten himself into trouble over his flirtatious nature, he's never learnt his lesson. he loves everything about sexual relationships, from the chase to the taunt to the actually getting of booty, he's down for it all. he's a bit of a 'love em and leave em' guy, with an eye for both guys and girls so long as they're attractive enough. he's not much of a relationship man and a notorious flirt and cheat but occasional if the person's decent enough he keeps them around for more than one night.
[x] storms and rain - despite most of the world having a hatred for all things rain and storms, deimos loves them. he's always said how he feels awed by the power of a storm, and how the rain is more than the pest most people believe it to be. despite his rather dark nature, deimos somehow has a feel for all things nature.
[x] alcohol - deimos has a taste for alcohol as most teens do when they reach an age of where everything's about the high of getting drunk. he's never really cared what the alcohol is, he's more of a think later, do it now, kind of guy.
[x] quiet places - he's never been one for a crowded room, and in that situation, will shrink to a dark corner and watch. he's a people watcher, meaning he likes to watch the world go by rather than jump in. it gives him mystery. but he much prefers places where he can go to be one with the dark rather than hang out with people and discuss the latest celeb going's on.
[x] trouble - deimos is a natural trouble maker, although from his quiet, calculating, almost authoritive looks, people think of him more of an mysterious by-stander. however, he's a guy who welcomes danger and trouble, and infact loves to cause big problems and stand back and watch people fight over themselves and look for the real culprit.
[x] food - as with most guys, deimos loves to eat. it's surprising how much the guy can chuck back, and still want more afterward. he doesn't necessarily appreciate it, or really care for it, he just, enjoys the taste.
[x] manipulation - one of the greatest joys for deimos is his ability to manipulate people, and he loves to abuse his powers. though there is an extent to what he can do, he loves to be able to move people like pawns, and then shove them aside. he's never really cared for other people, and finds it much more interesting to mess with them instead.
[x] Getting Lost - though this sounds like an odd thing to like, deimos has always enjoyed going for walks and just .. loosing himself. in both the sense of walking off track and finding himself completely surrounded by unfamiliarity, and by loosing himself in the sense that he forgets who he is and why he's here, and simply just appreciates being.
dislikes:
[x] being bored - like a lot of people, deimos hates to be bored. he's the kind of guy that likes to do things, even if it's as simple as working or going for a walk. when he gets bored, deimos tends to do things that makes other people regret being within range of him.
[x] intimacy - deimos is never a guy good with intimacy. he hates getting close to people both physically and emotionally unless for his gain, and so he pushes them away. the only times he doesn't care, is when he's playing games with people, and even then, he's acting his ass off.
[x] cats - oddly enough, deimos has never really liked animals (except big cats and horses), and he hates domestic cats more than the rest. sure, animals that have power and magnificence such as leopards, tigers, panthers, lions etc and all those sorts of big cats, but he's always hated domestic cats.
[x] hot weather - deimos detests hot weather. he doesn't even know why himself, perhaps bacause it makes everything so much harder, but he's just never liked it, and has always preferred the coldness of winter.
[x] stand-offs - sure, deimos loves a good fight, and he loves to manipulate people, but he hates people who start for no reason. you know the type - those usually drunk idiots who go throwing their weight around. deimos likes to keep himself in check, but guys like that make it hard, and he normally ends up making them regret it.
[x] vampyre novels and movies - deimos hates vampyre novels and books with a dark passion. he believes them to be stupid things especially with all the teenage fan girls surrounding them. books and movies such as the twilight saga really work deimos up, and it's obvious to see why.
[x] technology - even though deimos' knows technology has it's uses, to him, it's too infuriating to like. half the time, nothing ever works, and then you mess with it for ages, and it's okay for a bit before it starts playing up again. sure, tv's and music players and all that are great, but sometimes, they're just not worth it in deimos' opinion.
[x] being forced - he's never been one for taking orders, especially from someone of authority, but of course, at university he must obey. it pains him, but he knows how to bide his time and keep his head down. he's a master of secrecy. what he hates most is being forced to do something; literally having no choice.
[x] family - family has never stood for anything in deimos' life other than dissapointment, and lie's. in most other people's lives, family is the uttermost important thing, and holds honour and happiness, but in deimos' eyes, it stands for most of the things wrong with the world.
strengths:
[x] intelligence - deimos has always been deeply intelligent, and had an almost sixth sense for things. it's all down to his manner. the way in which he stands aside an observes. it tells him things, and often makes him the most deadliest enemy.
[x] observation - as said above, deimos is a master at observing, and noticing the little things in life; even if they are nothing that appear to matter.
[x] ability to cut himself off - it's may seem strange but he sees it as a strength, in his opinion, that he's able to distance himself from other people, and control his emotions sometimes to the point of cutting them away from himself.
[x] acting skills - deimos has always been a brilliant actor for the fact that he's so great at hiding himself from other people and putting on a fake front. he finds it simple, once he knows the character, to slip into their shoes and understand them .. to be them.
[x] equine skills - despite not necessarily being a nice person, deimos does enjoy being around horses. they're one of the only animal he actually likes, and likes their quiet peacefulness, but their silent power that stirs whenever they feel threatened.
[x] protectiveness - yeah deimos is a bit of a hard ass sarcastic twat who refused to let people get close but underneath it all he has a fierce protectiveness for anyone who gets through his tough outer exterior, one that would do anyone for someone no matter what.
[x] guitar - he has a lovely traditional guitar that he brought himself a few years back, self-teaching himself the chords and finding it came naturally to him. he enjoys playing it when he's by himself and out of reach by others. nobody has ever even seen him hold the instrument.
weaknesses:
[x] being himself - deimos finds it almost impossible to be his true self, and even harder to stop himself from preying on people and manipulating them. he acts about so much sometimes he finds it hard to separate himself from his masks, or let his true emotions show.
[x] creativity - sure, if you asked him to come up with some darkly amusing game plan to irritate people or mess with them, or draw his nightmares with his charcoal and paper then he's great, but anything else that involves creativity is a big weakness for deimos, such as singing, painting, or playing a musical instrument aside from the guitar, or making something from scratch etc.
[x] acting before thinking - deimos has a habit of jumping into things, even though he's incredibly thoughtful and hangs from the sidelines a little. he likes to keep control of himself, but sometimes, he can't help but flip and just jump right on into the pool head first.
[x] heartlessness - sometimes, the way in which deimos detaches himself from humanity is a scary thing, and has him almost regretting who he has become; which is bad because you have to believe in yourself to know how to live a life.
[x] crying girls - for all his dark nature, deimos cannot take seeing a girl cry. he isn't sure why, and it drives him insane, but he's never able to leave a girl crying without trying to stop her.
secrets:
[x] struggling to control himself - he's struggling not to turn down dark roads. he feels like he's on a sharp edge, and if he turns one way, he'll fall onto a certain path. nut he can't decide which path he really wants to walk.
[x] his past - he's never told anybody about his past and he'd rather nobody ever learned of it.
fears:
[x] loosing himself - despite being a guy fixated on the darkness, he's afraid that he'll loose the only good bits left of himself.
[x] of becoming weak - he's always been strong, the predator not prey however with his constant internal battle between good and bad he's afraid he'll become weak and suspect-able to other predators.
[x] getting close to people - despite thinking of others as weak, there's another reason as to why he distances himself from other people; he's afraid of getting too close to them. mainly due to the fear of loosing them, but also the fear that they will hate who he is, and who he's becoming.
habits:
[x] has blank moments - often goes into a trance-like state when thinking deeply and takes a while to snap out of it.
[x] draws when deeply emotional - he's never considered himself creative however when he's full of suppressed emotion he might bring out the charcoal and paper and he does pretty decent stuff.
overall personality:
deimos is an extremely complicated person to understand. he has three main different sides to his personality, all of which contrast. the first of which is a darker side. deimos revels in the darkness, and not just the physical dark of night, but the darkness inside of himself. he allows it to take control sometimes, when he's not thinking, and forgets everything apart from his purpose. those are the times when he's most dangerous, and most likely to flip. he's a very clever guy, and when fighting, he aim's for strategic points rather than using brute force. this side of him is his darkest; the side that shows no mercy and no care for those around him. the time when he most enjoys messing with the people and he can be incredibly manipulative, sarcastic and down right nasty and despicable at these times.
another side of him is cooler, more calculating, and more icy than ever. this is the part of him that truly thinks things through; takes time and care to wonder about things before jumping in. if you're going to talk to him, it's easiest to do it whilst deimos is in this state. he's most thoughtful and careful in these moments, and when he's in this state of mind, deimos is most likely to distance himself from people just for the sake of the distance rather than messing with people. it is at these times when it is most difficult to rile him, and actually he will often take the higher ground and walk away, sometimes without a word. this however is of course whenever he's trying to distance himself, and once the ice has settled in his heart once again it's hard to get him back and make him feel again until he's ready to.
the third side of deimos is the one you are least likely to see yet it is the best one of all. it's the rare times when he's feeling sociable or the least bit kind. if you're lucky enough to be classed as an equal by him, then stick with it, because you'll never get there again if you walk away. deimos trusts very, very few people and likes even less, and so it's hard to get to him. most of his cool exterior is a barrier to avoid getting close to people, and he's not one to wear down easy with his detirmination and down right bull-headedness. but everyone needs someone, and even deimos has his good moments. he can get protective at times, and he's far from naive. he's an expert at lying, and a brilliant actor, but if you're one of the few who he allows to get close to, he'll be honest till the world ends. he can even be thoughtless and selfless at times for someone he genuinely cares about so long as they haven't screwed him over. he has a tenancy to show kind of tender gestures on occasion, though these will be rare so treasure them greatly. [/size][/ul]
uhm no!
credits! template by MOLLIVER ! @ Caution 2.0.
lyrics are from "one more time" by the epically awesome daft punk.
