12th September 2006,
I know this isn't Leo writing in here, you'd probably notice because my writing's neater than his, but I had to write in here, I feel like it's the only way to help you right now brother. I'm scared, Leo, I'm so scared for you. I'm sure I'm not hiding it very well regardless, but right now you can't see it anyway, but I feel you should know. I hope you don't hate me for writing in here if when you wake up and find out, but when it was suggested by the nurses that we bring in some clean things for you, and some personal items in case you woke up soon I knew you'd want this. You can say it's pansy all you like but I know that you like writing in here. I promise I didn't read anything. It's your privacy, I would never invade it. I just felt I had to write here.

Maybe I'm making no sense and for that I'm sorry, but you have to wake up Leo. You're my brother - my big brother by about three minutes - but I need you, Logan needs you...hell, James, Luke, Chris and Ash all need you too. It's so scary, sitting by your bedside, watching your chest just to make sure you're still breathing, seeing how still and quiet you are when you should be making fun at us for being so sullen. I hate seeing all these drips and monitors but at least I know that their noise means you're getting better. You have to pull through, there's no other option for you Leo or I swear I'll drag you back and put you six feet under myself. You know I will, 'I'm just that bad ass' as you would say, right?

It feels wrong even trying to make jokes, but I know if I don't you'll roll your eyes at me for it later. I'm sure you would love to know that Kalona's okay, and physically he is..he got off lighter than you, a lot lighter. He won't let anyone near him though, I tried Leo and I couldn't...and part of me doesn't want to either. He scares me, after what happened...after watching the way he spooked, the way you both went down and his whole body just...right onto you. God I'm so sorry. I just need you to get better now, to wake up. Everyone's here - Logan, James, Luke..even some girl called Natasha who I assume is your latest bit of skirt? Honestly Leo pick something a little more classy next time? She's got less brains than a marshmallow, which I guess is why you pick them. I'm sorry ... and I know you'll hate me for saying it, you always used to joke about how you'd hate people to just cry all the time if something happened to you. But I can cry because you're not going to die, you're going to wake up. You have to.